芭樂熊熊

總想要快速地達成我要的東西,

但世事豈能盡如人意,

要慢慢來~~

總覺得要準備很多東西, 才能水到渠成,

但, 我到底做了什麼準備??

Everyone is not perfect but I am strict with myself.

thougth the pasted coulpes of year, the experience trained me to get what I wanted.

have a pretty face, hot body shape, smart mind, nice family, lovely dogs, funny friends...etc

seems  perfect. However, I still desire the one to complete my life.

Do I ask too much things from God? I have waited the one for more than 10 years.

The only reason pushes me so hard to be better is the one.

still don't know who the one is. where is the one? How to reach the one?

somebody told me when the time is right, the one would show up for me.

I don't understand when the timing is. How long do I still have to wait?

How many things do I prepare and make me better?

Sometimes I hate myself.

tell myself: I should fouse on  job and  life goal to full  day by day.

One day, the achievement is reaching a high stardard.

the one will stand in front of me.

God~~~ I am tired to convince  myself like that.

I am not perfect. I have many weakness.

I am tired to pretend strong.